sesungguhnye...

abah xpnah ajar aku utk benci org..ummi pn..xpnah ajar aku utk cpt sgt terase ati..my God..wut happened to me lately..=( cried in my prayin'..how big dugaanMu ya Allah..can't cope with tis feelin' anymore..

kurniakn ketabahan itu ya Tuhan...im beggin' u.. grant my petitions..God...=(

*tired to pretend tat im happy..
dun let peepz noe tat i don't..
..but am not a stronger bee anymore..~

[damn boyz]...OMG...

berbicare bsame cuzzy terrsayang..ara !
xyL zD : ara syg!!
xyL zD : bwtpe?
ara ahmad : hehe..
ara ahmad : tak buat pape lorh kak la syg
ara ahmad : hehe
xyL zD : hehe

ade crite d sbalik,,then..

xyL zD : jht r boys ni
xyL zD : menciiiiiiiiiii
ara ahmad : boyz r damn cruel..
ara ahmad : i hate them
ara ahmad : haha!
xyL zD : haha
ara ahmad : dh lama dh
ara ahmad : ati ni tertutup utk boyz
xyL zD : siyes??
ara ahmad : ha'ah
ara ahmad : for fun ok la
xyL zD : eisk xboley cm2
ara ahmad : tp klw nk serius mmg tak nak
ara ahmad : sbb rasa malas dh nk sayang n then break
xyL zD : btol2..
ara ahmad : letey nk cope dgn feeling tu
ara ahmad : rasa berat sgt
ara ahmad : kan boyz slalu fikir...
ara ahmad : "we r still young, y need to rush in this thing"
ara ahmad : huh...
ara ahmad : typical simple minded boyz!
xyL zD : hihi..

stelah beberape ketika

ara ahmad : eee!!!!
ara ahmad : geram nyer....
ara ahmad : mess with my loved one, mess with me also!!!
ara ahmad : kak la...
xyL zD : yep..
ara ahmad : sabar k..



**boyz..sorii 2 say,we both r goin' 2 hate u..not bcoz u were a boy..but u react as a very damn cruel slave..OMG!!..

sukenyerr saye bile...??

hypee!!

ingin berkongsi cerite suka ku..
hatiku mnari riang gumbire seronottttt banget
mau pulang ke kg weeknd ini..yeay!!!!!!
hehe...countin' 4 28th feb..xsaba2

pulang dgn misi yg tinggi mnggunung cm gunung everest
mngembalikn smula smngt diri!uwahh!haha
mau bcerite sama itu bunda..cerite sedey ku alami lately.can't waittt!!hehehe

hohoho..balikk kg...!!!hati rianggggg=)

hidop baru yg pnuh dgn senyumannnn;)

hye kawan..=)

today is ma bad day la..mengalami gastrik yg melampao2.only God knows.sakit yg teramattt.aduii.stat from bgn tdo till abes class multinational finance.o my God..langsung xle focus.lg sedey kene mara ngn my pren."2la lenkali jgn makan",'diet2"potpet..potpet.sakit tlinge dgr.haha.but..thanks 4 ur concerns kwn2.bkn mslh xmakan o pape..i think it happened bcoz of sunquick suam yg mmg msm gile i mnum last nite.bgn2 trus melampao2 la kn skt.hhm..but now da ok da..sikit2 skt 2 ade la.almost da whole day la kn thn skt.huhu.wish tat it will not happen again.mkn ikut waktu.yes,that's the point.

hmm..back 2 the basic,xsaba nk mulakn hidup baru yg pnuhh dgn senyumannn.many things happened la lately..sick of everything.setiap ape yg berlaku mst ade hikmah kn.i wish..God blessing..my fren once told me,'don't let people make u feel down'.that's wut im trying to do rite now.kembalikan semangt diri yg kekadang lost tibe2.i need to be strong.always think positive..but u know..im only a gal that sumtimes need support.i can't make it alone.but wut im trying to do now is...'belajar berdiri atas kaki sendiri.' i just let it go..all the memories. i ever heard sumone said that,one of the keys to happiness is a bad memory.issit true??i wish..i never thought all the things that i've faced before was bad. exactly no.

i wanna forget all the things that make me feel sick.let it go..far away.sounds like frustrated kn?hehe.maybe..
i wish n i pray..the happiness is mine. kekadang Tuhan nk uji kita kn. biar ape pon wlu cane pon..life must go on..nk o xnk..it goes on..kn?
just forget all the things n most important to do now is 200% focus to ma study.just 1 more sem to go.i do hope everything goes well.from now on..just bina hidup baru yg pnuhh dgn senyumannn=) God bless...aminnn;)

no one will manufacture a lock without a key..
similarly God won't give problems without solutions..~

tlg saye!!!

cream puffs!!

terrrshangattla beshh!

cupcakes!!

chomell kn??dan sdapp juge..he;)

kawan2..

sape tau bwat cream puffs and cupcakes??

help me..gimme the recipe plz

am craziest cookin' now..

eager to get all those cakes stuffs n wanna know how to cook it..

....plezz~

ya Allah..

ya Allah ya Tuhanku..
skt ati nye ya Allah..kuatkn lah iman hambaMu ini..
whai kamu,,
-nape ske sktkn ati kwn?
-npe nk mnunjuk2 nk lbey2?igt org suke prangai kamu?
-pehal cm bdk2 sgt??tlglaaaaa...dewasa da okeyh..berubahla sikit

ya Allah..tingkatkn la kesabaran dlm diri hambaMu ini ya Allah..
so sad with u la ma pren..plzzz la...
bawak2la berubah..
i pon bkn baek sgt but i tau jugak cne nk bertindak matang
buangla prangai budak2 tu...
am so sad....=(

::sunday mownim(-_-!)

hye guyz!!
am cryin' rite now..uwaaa.huhu;(..ntah pape kn 2 pon nk cry.girl btol la.he..ma dad just called 10 minutes back.giving some advise to me.very touching..i cry n cry n cry..he.Thanks abah!i'll prove wut i've promise before.see how i am n who am i by year 2010!!from now on i'll go n prepare 4 that.promise!!you r my hero ever.nobody can replace!
lurve u!!


kasih syg membatasi segalanya..=)

meh nk story..=)

today::6th feb..i haven't sleep at all..*yawn*
OMG..wut a hectic week..slept late nite,woke up early morning,wut happened to me?adeh..wanna questioned here,wut happened to s7 currently?? and shah alam itself?everyday jammed! took an action of that,every morning i should woke up at 6 a.m!wow..wut a good gal i am. That was almost everyday faced wit the jammed.sick.woke up at 6,bathing then waitin' for kak zura..thanks sis..every morning drove me to ma fac..hehe.syg kamu!no more rapid kl at all.

many things happened to me in this beautiful february.i do hope everything goes well but u know all fate was created by 'him'.sad n happy..that what i've faced.luckily im in wonderful mode when i have more spirit to study.hehe.'revenge' actually.sumone drive me to be like this.to mr,in spite of u didn't know,deeply inside im promise.i'll prove to you..by year 2010!!!then,another things make me smile the whole day was my new study table!haha.i've bought the new one.very nice n of course i like it.thank's to abah paid one for me. yeah i admit my 26 hours was sitting there.studying and internet of coz.uwaa..tenet,tenet and tenet.wut would gonna happen to me soon.adeh.giler tenet btol budop nih.

waitt..one more precious things,thanks for nana(amilqa) and niko(payed) for a wonderful advises.thanks God..having friends like u'ol.luv u guys!i seemed like strong but inside who knows.i pretend to be happy but..my heart rebelled to be like that;( ..i dun wanna be the girl who never wants to be alone.here i am!so girls..just saying that..what ever it is..life is short..so live life to the fullest~
hmm..february actually comes to be a very sad moment to me.i lost my very close buddy.who always texted to me,ym,lot of cares..such a wonderful guy.trust me dear..miss our old times.wanna be like before.atleast i know how r u doin'.hmm. i know u r really buzy lately.always pray for ur success.honestly,im proud of what u've got,,what u've done.God bless..may ur biz succeed ever.amin...

hmm..actually what suppose i do rite now??
hey zila go n pack ur stuff la..huhuhehe.goin' to sri kembangan tomorrow afternoon.my sis in law called just now.adeh..spend my weekend at ma bro's hoz.very nice to be there.actually kn guyz..i smile sampai pp rite now..u know y??can't wait to see my angels!!!karok at alamanda this comin' sunday with my adorable angels [nana a.k.a amilqa,najwa,payed,nelly,nick nadiani n anne!!]frens since i was in smtpm..miss u gals!!!