saya bercerita pada blog usang ini lagi and lagiii-uh-uh :))

Salam semuaa..

First and foremost, betapa xbest nye saya rase ini hari..
hari2 saya yang xpernah ceria
loads of work
lots of thing to think of..banyak, banyak dan banyak sangat

Most of dearie MBA's mesti berseronok utk menghabiskan sisa2 kesengsaaran ini. Yeah sengsara itu lebih tepat ye kawan2. Setahun setengah yang penohh dengan kesengsaraan. But thank God, even banyak gills dugaan dan cabaran, sedikit kekuatan yang di pinjamkan itu mampu menempatkan diri ini di kalangan mereka2 yang berasa diri mereka kuat. In other words 'yeah, i can complete it..'im the masters holder soon..'

Thinking back of my first semester. Its ain't easy kawan2. Most of the day i cried, cried and cried. It was like..uhh..this is my bad decision ever to further my study in MBA. Tapi..Tuhan itu maha adil. Kesengsaraan yang penuh dengan ujian utk first sem mampu mengalirkan air mata gembira when im looking to the final result. Syukur ya Tuhan. Even result yang tidaklah sehebat mana pon..tapi..mampu mengembalikan semangat diri..then i was saying to myself.. 'see..u can do it ! "

Ok..that's it kesengsaraan untuk first semester. Followed by kesengsaraan untuk second semester pulak. Langit memang tak selalunya cerah. Makin hebat dugaan should i face. I can remember that. Yeah, how bad it is when every tuesday i should face with a very very very weird doctor i've ever met. In other words, she's sooo bad ! Tiada kompromi okeyh kawan2. Tapi it was fun when havin' the classmates that's very very very supportive. Sometimes they too selfish. Sometimes they make me cry. Sometimes they make me feel like owh im the happiest person in this world. But i believe, one day ahead, i'll miss them a lot :(( . Sacrificed my time one year and half in Shah Alam really showed and teach me how to be the tougher person than what i am before. Ignore what people is saying about you, setting your aim, go for it. Don't ever you look back, because a successful person never turn back to their past, they move, move and move further, chasing what they are targetting for. At the end of the day, you are proud to be yourself. When people knows how to respect you..yeah. How wonderful the world is at that moment.

Okeyh, my tears dropping again on my way to complete my last weirdous semester ever. wuwuwu..sangatlah hebat dugaan itu kawan2. Ia sangat mengajar saya how to be a powerful woman. Siapa lemah dia akan tersungkur. Then, people surround will laugh at you. How useless you are when you can't successfully stand like others. Lately, kesengsaraan itu makin kuat di rasai when three days straight without rest you are staring at your laptop's screen while your cutey fingers non-stop klick here and there. Typing what we called that "ABR Report". It is the last semester project to be completed in order to change your title as Master's holder. Kalau lah saya ada kuasa, Uitm !, please get rid all of this MBA's thingy-they are so atrocious! atromen-and so on ! huh. ;p

Tido adalah sesuatu yang rare untuk di lakukan at this moment. Something bad happened 3 days back when at 5 o'clock in the morning my hand start shaking. My body feels like collapse. God, only you knows what i am thinking at the moment. I can't see my parents anymore, my siblings, my friends.. I feel like.. yeah that is the time for me to say goodbye to this world. Macam hayatku dah sampai . Teruknye should we struggle for this life when sometimes you are forgetting your foods, your time to sleep. All in your mind is work, work, work..complete it, complete it !

O Lord, please make all these suffering end. I am not a tough woman anymore to face with all these. I'm pray for all good, ending with the happiest tears ever. Hopefully, i am able to smile again, shows to the world that i am happy-forget all the things that make my head spinning like..huh.. what THE..huh..Kekuatan dah di titisan2 terakhir-silap langkah tersungkurlah saya. Oh..what a life. hurmm.

okeyh..sudah lama ku membebel..wuwuwu..it's nonsense actually..ngehehe-okeyh..bubye all-it's time to ABR. whoahh ! abesla cepat2 ! ku tidak sanggup lagiiii !! :((